I call a true friend

Break the silence break down the door of my loneliness.

I was like a breath of wind only blows one on one, I have lost my strength, and now I'm crashing on a patch of dry ground. Already completed, now I'm so tired she could barely able to move again.

I like netted in stone, so hard, and so silent. Then I gathered the remnants of my strength, and muster the deepest voice of my soul, I call my true friends;

Night

Silent

Cold

Fog

Dew

Day

Dust

Helplessness

Tender

Vain

and all the friends who had always accompanied me.

'Let a friend ...' I'm drowning in myself, 'We formed a circle and shake the conscience.'

The silence had succeeded in knocking down the door of my solitude, and then enter into the most personal of my office. I tried to stay calm. I do not want my friends to see and feel what I was experiencing.

'My friends all,' I tried to break the ice that has begun to freeze, like a lump of snow. 'Unfortunately today we're got a little flood of fortune.' Silent a moment, 'And now, the dish is presented in our midst.

Inner plate of going back to pieces,

a glass of blood,

a piece of blackened hearts,

blob dying heart,

and a jar of dried powder of the soul.'

The silence did not want to stay silent, but continue to force into the most personal of my office. Claws keep scratching, tearing layer after layer of my walls.

I feel the pain of a very sick, and very, very, very sore at all. I want to scream, but I could not. Silenced my mouth like a thousand hands. My skin seemed to peel off, and the grains of perspiration started out from all pores.

My voice was muffled, and the sink. Heavy breath. I'm dying.

'Let's friends ...' My voice was shaking, "Before we eat this dish, it is good we say prayers first.

Let us pray in faith,

trust,

and maturity of each of us …

'We also say a silent prayer. Once completed, without wasting time and command, we immediately invaded all foods and beverages that have been presented in front of us.

It was a long journey that I go very exhausting. But it does not diminish at all my wildness to eat food that is in front of me. I was soon silenced the hunger that continues to scream, and clung to the thirst that was moaning.

'Later, when the sun rises, and I'm not dead yet,' I said to myself. 'So would I welcome this world with the light … '

I like being give promise to myself.

And now, the silence has reigned at the top of my loneliness.

As a life long journey back also go on, I keep it just as well and my promise to myself. I also went to welcome the world with light, although difficult as any barriers that stop me. I will continue to run until exhausted legs, exercise,

blood,

breath …

until exhausted myself.

It's not easy to walk through, is more difficult than I had in mind and thought. It never even met the heart field; there is a stretch of desert rocks and thorns alone.

But I do not care, my resolution was unanimous.

I'll keep going, until I was ahead of the light that would destroy me.