Has long been wounded

Now I really feel very lonely life, most own their own, an extremely long lamented wound. This disease took its more severe form of tumor, or cancer of the most violent ones. It is also more severe injuries, and more painful than all the diseases that exist in this world. People are so very hate me, as if I was a very repulsive figure who must be destroyed.

For too long, no longer I stared at the sun.

But today, I'm like a bomb fuse has been burned, and was heading for the seconds to explode. Feeling my emotions really are on top of his horns. I was angry at life, I was angry at the disease took its toll.

I grabbed the hair God and I slam into the ground. Then I pulled the sword that pierced my soul, with violent I also slit the neck of the Lord. Lord of fresh blood was sprayed into the air, some drunk, and some spurting into the air and fall to the earth, the soil is absorbed.

I pulled the knife in my chest and ripped out and cut into pieces the Lord's body lying covered in blood, into ten parts, each part I threw in all directions of the compass, above, and also below. Wreck of God would soon rot, and the strong scent will surround the circumference of time, inviting aroma of the wild beasts of prey meat. I'm sure the maggots, wolves, rats, tigers, snakes, crocodiles, dogs, crows, and other predator animals will greet him joyfully. And now they must be having a feast.Later they would also be very grateful to me.

How happy I am now, and my life will feel peaceful throughout the day, and more meaningful. Animals that would be anathema predator satiation, and no more chasing, massacred, undermine, human beings on this earth. They also no longer each other prey animals.

And live in the world will feel more safe, comfortable, beautiful, peaceful and happy, also becomes more meaningful.

But I was surprised not to play, my guess was wrong! The animals were anathema even God does not want to eat meat, they instead fled helter-skelter of fear ran faster than the devil haunts.

Why curse the animals would not eat, not even one iota. Whether they're stuffed? Ah, that's not possible! They were, the animals do not know myself! They are voracious animals, they never know the full name! And there are so many thoughts going on in my head.

I think I'll make love to herd the animals, I was wrong. Now I actually even got a big problem that I had to face, because the animals therein angry, I was surrounded by grim faces with mouths gaping and grinning. They were surrounded from all sides.They looked at me full of wrath, his eyes wide open like a red flame. A sharp fangs and nails are getting ready to tear my body apart.

I was silent. My mind is very chaotic. I waited for their reaction.

But not until a few seconds, the animals therein as commanded, by simultaneously attacking them directly. Spontaneously reach out my hand what can I do to deal with it, whether I found anything I threw at them directly. I hold a hard fight and the rest of my ability. But because there are too many, I was overwhelmed. And all this resistance eventually became futile. I'm lost.

The animals were kept anathema to me, grabbed my hands and feet. I, too, does not serve to make. But once in a while I tried to rebel, but all the effort I did reap again in vain. There are too many, and they are also very powerful force.

Then the animal was dragged.

"Let go! Let go! "I yelled. I know, my energy could not deal with their strength, but because my mouth was free, then just yell all I could do. "Get off me ..." I raise my voice to the loudest point. "I'll take it to where you guys! What will you do to me!"

They do not have an answer, or say a word. Then they roll in my back myself. They also tied my hands and feet. I know, though I've been tied, but occasionally I still want to try my strength, with strong rebel force suddenly. But again, my efforts were fruitless.

"Get off me!" I yelled, "Quick let me go!" I cried again louder and louder.

Wolves with thick black hair that almost covered part of her face looked sharp and very creepy. Fangs are sharp as a dagger tip continued to be disclosed to me. Also saliva dripping from his mouth the smell. Very, very, very nasty!

"You think, it's who you are!" I said vehemently, "How dare you make me like this!"

"I'm a doctor-led at this mental hospital, you'd better take it easy." The wolf looked at me with eyes of marbles. "Quick take pills, and immediately enter into his mouth!"

Direct the snake coiled around my neck, and shoved some pills into my mouth. But I tried to resist, I struggled mightily, and shook his head. Some of the pills had a chance to get into my mouth, but immediately I throw up.

"What happened with this patient?" The wolf asked in a loud and angry. His face was gradually changed to red.

"I do not know!" Crow replied quickly, without giving up its sharp nails that gripped the arm of my hand. "From the earlier her own rage, and rage."

"Now you're injecting it!" Wolves gave the order.

Tigers ran swiftly left the room. But no more than a matter of minutes, he was back again. He also brings an injection of a large size. Crocodiles, snakes, dogs ... All the animals seemed to be highly trained to handle people like me. Without command, they immediately took the position of each, then holding hands and my feet.

My head was dizzy. The bones of joints such as the loose one by one by itself. I became very weak, helpless droop. My eyes are dizzy. That was the last time I saw; more and more animals coming in, they all gathered around and stared at me. And they were laughing wildly.

After that I do not remember anything else.

There is only the dark!

Very dark …

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