Night.
It's cold.
But the sound of the
television announcer was very painful to my ear, he accused the government of
masterminding illegal logging in some forests in the country. And
precisely at ten o'clock this morning, heavy rains flushed endlessly until
afternoon, causing several villages in the country under water.
Tonight I should have
to sleep in peace, because tomorrow morning I already had an appointment with
my wife to take on holiday abroad. But
because of the floods that hit several cities in this country, I can not sleep
in peace.
I'm very confused. Angry. Pacing
in the living room, as if in pain groin lost one seed. While
some of the guards sat bowed his face, no one daring to look toward my face. They
already know the nature of my bad habits and when I'm angry, so they take the
initiative to remain silent, rather than a mistake and ended up making me more
angry. Because
if I'm in anger like this, I always have trouble controlling my emotions, I
think anything can disturb and evoke emotions, so that often the people around
me got my sap-impingement.
My wife knows best all
my bad qualities, so if I'm in an emotional state, as now, he may not be near
me. He
will be avoided as far as possible, be in his room, watching television, or
read a book.
Knock … Knock … Knok …"
Let me open!" I
said to the waiter.
"Good—,"
"Already do not have a lot of rambling like mad!" I interrupted quickly. "Sit!"
I said again, "You should know the problem is going to happen now, when
the country's forests are being cleared by my people ..." My emotions were
really getting out of control, "WHY YOU instead bestow good rain? NOW YOU
CAN CHECK YOURSELF, THIS STATE flood-stricken! WHO IS WRONG!"
"Ma-"
"DO NOT TALK, I
AM NOT FINISHED!" I raise my voice volume until the point of the loudest. "AND
NOW MANY PEOPLE LOSE THE HOUSE, AND GET THEM HELP ME flee!"
"Ma-"
"I told you DO
NOT TALK!" I pounded the table. "Idiot!
SUPER dumb! IF YOU DO NOT
careless, THIS MAY NOT HAPPEN! AND
YOU NEED TO KNOW, I CAN USE IT SHOULD my money for a vacation with my family,
donated to NOT THEM! "Unable to control my emotions and my tone is very
harsh, so finally my breath panting.
"I'm sorry
-"
"I'm sorry it did
not matter," I said slowly, in between my breath is still out of breath. "It was too late …"
I picked up a
cigarette and immediately lit, white smoke into the air I breathe. "Yes, now what
..." I shrink my voice volume. I stood
up and walked to the door, and opened it. "You may go," I said again. "But
remember!" I took a deep breath. "YOU
DO NOT repeat NEGLIGENCE AGAIN!" My voice turned hard by itself, probably
because I was carried away with emotion.
Affairs that made me
finally get it over with stress. Now I'd better sleep alone. I
felt very tired after screaming, releasing anger. My
breath is still too heavy, so I'd better rest, than tomorrow I'm sick.
I walked to my room.
"You all may go
well," I said to the guards. "And
tomorrow morning the news spread throughout the country officials to hold
meetings. Tomorrow I will
delay my departure abroad. Now I'm going to
bed, I needed a break …"
"Ready to
execute, Mr. President!" Said the bodyguard about the same.
Arriving in my room I
went straight to bed a soft mattress.
"Apparently, I
heard someone coming," said my wife, "who?"
"God," I
said quietly.
*****
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